Jesus called the twelve Disciples because each of the twelve, had their own gifts, personalities, something that was useful for the advancement of the Gospel of Christ. Even Judas Iscariot had a role, the one who betrayed Jesus.
Everyone mattered.
Everyone had a role.
Good or bad.
All people have been created in God’s image.
Therefore, of value to God.
May not be of value to all,
but to God,
they matter.
We all matter to God.
Each of us.
Even those who have wronged us.
Actually, those who have wronged us has an important role in who we became, and who we are becoming.
Unfortunately, because we live in a wicked and fallen world, no one goes through life unscathed.
No one is exempted from life’s disappointments, failures, losses, deaths of loved ones.
We all fall.
But we learn to rise back up.
One thing the ONE thing that has helped me personally, is THE ONE, who sees it all, the One TRUE God.
Omnipotent.
Omnipresent.
Omniscient.
Nothing happens on earth UNLESS ordained by God.
Even the falling of a leaf.
Or a death of a sparrow.
But us humans, for as long as we can still breath, and think, and feel, we have a chance at change.
A chance at a new life.
A chance to rebuild.
A chance to create the kind of life that would be pleasing to God.
Because it is just not possible to please everybody.
Or anybody.
Their own perception or model of the world, their own personal experiences, shapes how they treat other people.
So we go back to basics.
We go back to where, how and why we started.
Who is this GOD who created us?
What is this WORLD we live in?
If you buy any thing these days that has some form of complexity in it, or assembly, you get a manual. Usually from the product manufacturer or creator.
The manual specifies where it was manufactured, sometimes it includes the product ingredients, how the product was designed and meant to be used, at what temperatures must it be used in, and in case of any trouble, to contact the manufacturer. In the case of vehicles, a manual would have things like what type of fuel to use to get the vehicle moving.
God, our Creator, ALSO gave us the Human Manual – the bible.
The bible tells us who God is, and who we are as humans. It talks about what to eat, drink, how to work, how to behave, how to treat others, how to pray and contact the “Creator”, also when something goes wrong.
It is actually when something goes wrong that humans remember to pray, or to ask others to pray.
“When something goes wrong” is usually THAT starting point for a human’s journey to get to know who this God is.
Two things can happen.
Either they get bitter at God.
Or they get better at going to God and His Words – in the bible, that has always been there.
I have been on both sides of the aisle.
The “bitter at people” part.
And God led me to Scriptures, either from other Christ Followers who told me about the verse reference, or some preacher talking about bitterness.
Then I dove in to reading the bible.
Bible Stories..
.. started with an easy to read bible.
I now remember how those “easy to read” bibles were like “easy to forget” bibles too.
In my former religion, parts of the “Gospels” were read, and then the man with a white uniform, would explain what the “part of the bible he read” meant, according to how he interpreted it to apply to our daily life.
That was “easy to forget too” because the microphone was usually too far, or the sound system was muffled by the sound of crying babies, or the people talking at church, while people sat in the pews. Distractions at church is usually the devil’s modus operandi at making sure people would NOT hear God’s Words.
In another church I moved to, after I became a born-again Christian, and I can now group them after years of observing, the process is:
(1) worship time,
(2) sermon, then
(3) altar call (those who would say “Yes to Jesus”)
(4) If you said “Yes to Jesus” – the church would like you to fill out a form with your Full Name, address, telephone number, because they say “so that they can send you resources that will help you in your “Christian walk”.
But from my own experience, the #4 part, once they get your contact details, you just get put in a Mailing List, so they can send you marketing stuff, and the usual DONATION form.
And it becomes a never ending solicitation for donations. With the “Call To Action”, using either the verse from Malachi, “you are robbing God!”, if you don’t tithe your 10% income. Misquoting the verse out of context, because the verse was directed to PRIESTS at that time, which was under a Theocracy, as their form of government. Back at that time, it was about 30% for the government (as their form of taxation), but for Levite Priests, it was only 10%. The rest around paid 30%, in the form of agricultural assets or production.
Yes, God loves a cheerful giver. So you don’t “guilt them” into parting with their hard earned money to “tithe to a church” that doesn’t use the proceeds to where it is supposed to go to (also in the bible how tithes must be spent), but instead the mega-churches buy more buildings, jets, mansions, for the celebrity preachers and staff salaries, then what is left over goes to whatever they want.
God’s blessings are not for sale.
With the internet these days, you can type ANY name of a celebrity pastor and then add “net worth” in the “search keywords” and you will see how “God’s Tithes” have been misused.
So for “newbie born again Christians” noticing this pattern, they get mad at Christians, or churches, or God.
Instead of learning about the Gospel of Christ, they got put in a “suckers list” with the perpetual solicitation for donations because they say “Don’t rob God!”.
They are projecting because they are the ones who are.
There was a realization I had after many years of tithing to a “church”
… I realized …
” So if I am not donating to God’s church? Whose church am I donating to?”
Yeah.
Wake up call.
Deception of the devil.
The Truth will set us free, right?
Jesus is The Way, The Truth and The Life.
And God allows these things to happen to me, why?
Because He wants me to write about it.
Hopefully others can NOTICE it too.
And go back to how the Twelve Disciples lived the rest of their lives.
I had that crisis of “church-ianity” several years ago as I saw with my own eyes and experienced the hypocrisy in the churches I joined.
The bible app project, initially was meant to be, just for me.
You know how some people learn many different ways, by reading, or listening, or writing, or typing.
That’s me.
One thing good with digitizing “lessons learned” is, it’s easy to retrieve information when you also incorporate a search engine or functionality in the software you are developing.
I did that too with the EMR Clinical Information System I developed and donated as copyleft, because I thought back then that they will continue to be opensource, and free. Later on I learned they were no longer free. 🙁
When I finished coding up the KJV, both Old and New Testament at CLG, I can’t help but also think about the many people God used to translate and pass down His Words.
The KJV is free and in the Public Domain.
Printed bibles will of course be for sale because it costs money to print a bible, just like any book.
What I have learned though, is that in order to claim Copyright, you have to change AT LEAST 20% of the contents.
That explains why when I was coding up the KJV texts at CLG, a lot of times, I had to pause what I was doing because I’d be crying, getting pierced and just repentant, or things I didn’t know about before, that I ended up knowing, while at that project.
Especially the verses that talked about the pagan god molech, where people did child sacrifice. It was awful because as a clinical researcher, I have seen the ingredients of vaccines and then saw the cell lines and codes used to identify that, and these evil in people don’t even hide it anymore.
When I explain the Truth to people, some don’t see it. Then I remember the verse I read, that “some people have eyes but do not see, have ears and do not hear”.
What can we do now?
Keep sharing the Truth.
Show them where it is and how to find it.
The Truth stands on its own.
The Twelve Apostles?
With different personalities, professions (Tax collector, Physician, Pharisee, teacher of the Mosaic Laws, and others), their same common denominator is Jesus Christ.
That’s why I ask, in an online church I get led to visit, “Do you know Jesus Christ?”
It’s a simple but loaded question.
Those who DO know Jesus Christ, would answer “Yes, I know Jesus Christ.”
I’ve never received such a response though, from that online church.
I got responses like:
“You mean, am I a Christian?”
“Like a born-again Christian, no not that type of Christian”
“No, I am Hindu”
“No, I am a muslim”
“No, I am an atheist”
“No, I am a scientist”
Most people who go to churches these days may “know ABOUT Jesus”, but do NOT “know who Jesus is.”
Why?
Because they do not “know Jesus as their Lord”, the Lord of their life, the Lord that they serve, the Lord who they want to please – in relation to how they live, speak, or share the knowledge of Jesus Christ.
They choose to be “politically correct” instead of being “biblically correct.”
Why?
Because they don’t know Jesus, and they don’t know the God of the Bible.
They may read the bible once in a while, but they are just words to them that doesn’t do anything, especially if they choose to read the corrupted modern versions of the bible, nor care about its history as summarized in this image HERE (will open in a new tab).
Those that have chosen readability versus purity.
If a man is sick, and is in need of medication, would you give that person a diluted version of the medicine, or the pure unadulterated medicine?
The KJV bible does not promote Christianity-lite.
There’s a cost to following Christ.
But it will cost you your eternity, if you get led to following another false doctrine that does not teach the Gospel in its purity.
Jesus and His Disciples warned so much about false doctrines, false teachers, and false converts.
When I personally read, and then coded up, all those verses, it made sense to me to finally realize what I have been deceived into, in the past, that God allowed me to go through, so that I can search for the Truth, His Truth. And He saved me from all of it.
In that online church, I have been called names, bullied, mocked, muted, the bible verses I shared DELETED, because it “distracts” from the speaker’s (preacher’s) message that was essentially a “sneak preview” to the newly published book that they are selling to their “captive audience” – their target market.
Jesus wasn’t so nice and turned tables and He said “No Merchandise” should be sold in the Father’s House. Instead you have turned it into a robber’s den”
So if those church services turned “pitchfest for a book launch” make merchandise out of the congregation WHOM CHRIST purchased WITH HIS OWN BLOOD, whose church is that?
What kind of preacher is that?
It doesn’t end there, they also invite other “authors” to sell to the congregation and mask it behind another sermon, and then an image of the book they are selling.
God said, you cannot serve two masters, by their actions, you see the fruit.
God or money?
In their greed, they use people to get more money and popularity.
Instead of pointing more people to the saving knowledge of Jesus Christ.
They have “teasers” of “message series” which serve bits and pieces of God’s Words, served with different flavors and modern day translations, with a twist, and voila!
Word salads!
A lot of times, God’s Bible Verses are not even quoted completely but “chopped up”, in order to fit a sermon narrative.
After a sermon, if one is to honestly ask themselves…
“What did I learn from this sermon?”
The pastor/speaker usually talk about themselves, so the audience can get the feeling that they are “relatable”, that they are human.
How do people relate to celebrities? They get seen on a video, either on television or movies. Then they get interviewed and the celebrities talk about themselves.
Modern day megachurch pastors do that.
Speak and act like celebrities. Then are treated like celebrities and idols.
Idol-worship?
So the key take away, usually, is whatever story the pastor said about themselves that the congregation heard.
Celebrity pastor idol-worship.
The congregation then remembers the pastor stories about themselves, and then the word-salad quote that was regurgitated from some other philosopher or wise man.
You get influenced by what you gaze at the most.
Faith comes by hearing, and if you listen to someone long enough, you get influenced by it.
I say “it” because most online churches record a “video sermon” and then it gets “replayed”.
A person seeking and wanting to know about Jesus would look up to pastors and preachers to learn about Jesus.
Instead, the seeker learns about the pastor and preacher, because they talk about themselves or some anecdotes more than they talk about Jesus.
The blind leading the blind.
I was blinded way too much before.
All the broken roads I took, the mistakes I made, the struggles God pulled me out of, led me to this insatiable hunger to know about God. And also, to know God. To know Jesus.
I don’t want to be pitched.
I don’t want to be used as a tool of free labor, while organizations earn from me and what I have, in terms of skills, or expertise or experience.
They are raking in the money, they should pay for staff. Staff should do their job. But if they are being mentored by someone who likes to create videos and podcasts, using God and the Name of Jesus as a marketing tool and punchline, they will be doing the same.
Christianity-lite preachers.
With God’s Gospel getting watered down all the more.
Their hirelings are nowhere to be found when troubles arise. They take advantage of the kind heartedness of their volunteers. I used to be one of them, when God showed me that I “wasn’t serving Him, I was serving an organization.” It was clear as day in that cataclysmic morning when I was serving in that church. Imagine waking up at 5:00 am serving at a church on a Saturday morning. Their own staff or hirelings don’t even do that!
Then God led me to other websites calling the celebrity pastor a false teacher.
I read and read and read, and compared it to my own experience in that church.
God will lift the veil of deception, will allow His children to see the Truth, because He does not want His children deceived.
That’s how and why I prayed, I know I needed to be saved, but with the churches being infiltrated by so much false doctrines and book sales, or fundraising for more buildings that only adds to a preacher/speaker’s net worth, I didn’t know anymore where to go.
But God.
His Words.
His Pure Words.
Our Bread of Life.
I pray that what He has led me to do, would help those seeking God – see that God used and still uses ordinary people, the ones least expected, to remind us all, that we can proclaim Him before men. And we must.
That we all need a spiritual sanctuary, on the internet, where you can read The Word for free, without advertisements, without downloading anything, without being tracked, without being pitched, without being monetized.
I spoke to a former “online mentor”, and I told him that I developed the CLG website.
He couldn’t believe it.
Now looking at it, I also can’t! 🙂
God helped me complete it. 🙂
I said I was so distraught by way too many false teachings and thought I’d do that, for myself. Then as I was getting helped, by what I was reading and typing, and formatting, I thought, I’d just need to continue, and to publish it, so other people also would be helped by it.
As I was and am.
No advertisements.
I did the usual Social Media accounts, at least an FB page and a Twi tter page, but I really do have the personality of a dial tone in Social Media.
Last time I was on the page, was 3 years ago. (LOL!)
When I announced the New Testament App was finished.
Just checked … there are 433 followers of the FB page.
The REDO of the entire New and Old Testament was completed, December 2020, in the timeline.
The screenshot of the website traffic was encouraging, as I noticed that people were READING the bible.
Then after I published my articles on covid last year, all the sites on our servers got de-indexed. I already knew that would be a price to pay for sharing what I know to be true.
Go figure why. 🙂
I started the Audio Bible Project in February 2021. Reading the KJV.
I knew and know I am not qualified. My voice sounds horrible to me.
I tried to ask other Christians if they would want to help.
When I just got declined, I realized, the assignment was not given to them, it was given to me.
That I shouldn’t pass it on.
That I need to finish it, as I have also seen some people needing to “hear The Word”, without getting pitched. Or tracked.
It’s nobody else’s business what people read in their own bibles.
Or what they listen to.
Sadly a lot of developers play god, wanting to track everything for their metrics and analytics.
Whatever happened to the in-dwelling of the Holy Spirit – if they are indeed led?
The 12 Disciples, if they lived today, what would they have done?
What kind of rebuking and refuting would they have done with the abundance of false doctrines and false teachers around, monetizing Christ’s flock, not shepherding the sheep?
Would ANY disciple be forced to take a gazillion vaccines and booster shots (like I was) in order to help refugees in third world countries?
It took the immersion in the Old Testament KJV coding that opened my eyes to that.
That’s why I stood my ground when they were forcing me to inject one other vaccine into me before I deployed.
They wanted me to fly into their state from Texas, and then said they scheduled a doctor to come to the office to give me the vaccine dose, before I flew out to Bangladesh.
I said I made it clear from the get go, no more vaccines for me because I had a super bad reaction, after complying with what they required, and also I will no longer take any more, because of my faith.
It was a Medical Information Officer arguing with another Medical Information Officer.
The difference was I was also arguing as a Clinical Researcher and investigator, I looked into the ingredients and researched it all AFTER I saw the reference to pagan god molech in the KJV.
They laughed when I said most vaccines were / are developed using fetal parts of aborted babies. Some dilute the “concept” by saying, they are using “cell lines of the aborted babies”.
It’s still murdered babies. Sacrificed to the pagan god molech, for the sake of “science” ?
If you argue with a scientist, who fears God, there’s going to be a disconnect. A huge one!
There are good scientists and there are mad scientists who have made a god out of themselves and their earthly knowledge.
No wonder there are so many “genders” now. If you do a quick search on any search engine, using the keywords “vaccine ingredients” – there are a lot of articles that showcase the history that was used in labs, and even the “process of discovery”, what part of a murdered baby’s organ did they use to feed the virus in order to study the speed of mutation, or destruction, after a “weakened version” of the virus is put in a vaccine, in order to activate a person’s antibodies to fight it.
Other ingredients of the vaccines are also specified in the “product insert”.
Then anybody can go on researching what each of those ingredients are used and designed for.
You can also do a search for “nanotechnology poisoning” in any search engine.
It is a wicked world we live in now. And it’s extremely sad to see and know that truth is out there, with people who are as disgruntled and angry as I am about how humanity has turned into one big experiment, with the helpless babies butchered and their parts sold to laboratories in the name of “science”.
There are still some brave men and women who have the courage and intestinal fortitude to share the “bad truths” and to expose them, to shed light into that darkness.
I am embedding here an interview that I watched, that puts some credence to these rants, too. I am glad that a news organization covered it.
R.I.P. to those babies.
What would Jesus do? What would the Twelve Apostles do?
There’s a saying that goes,
“The only way evil continues to propagate is when good men do nothing.”
We can spread awareness and the Truth will set us free.
We always and MUST read the product inserts that includes ingredients of ANY medication and ANY vaccine.
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Docs Show Fetal Organ Trafficking Horrors | September 17, 2021| by Judicial Watch
https://www.judicialwatch.org/fetal-organ-trafficking-horrors/
Judicial Watch: New FDA Records Show Purchases of Fetal Organs, Heads and Tissue for ‘Humanized Mice’ Project | September 14, 2021| by Judicial Watch
https://www.judicialwatch.org/new-fda-records-humanized-mice/
I just checked the video on YT of Senator Johnson’s expert panel discussion.
It got censored and taken down by YT. Good thing I ALSO embedded the rumble version of the same video.
Will also do that for the video above.