People have asked for help / clarification / other resources that can make them see the sides that are often suppressed, deleted, taken down, marginalized, etc etc.. because their INNER spirit can sense when something is just not right.
In court, you get to watch both sides, prosecution and defendant, and then there’s a judge, and there’s a jury.
ANY side can present the evidence they have.
So people whose very lives AND health and practice of their First Amendment right can make an informed decision.
Freedom of religion and speech.
In graduate school, we were trained to do Case Analyses – to critically, analyze all possible areas of consideration, different industries, different issues, how to scientifically write a research questionnaire for a survey and how to conduct it scientifically, all goes through the same unbiased, systematized, process of analyses. It keeps the subjectivity of the analyst out that way, as objectivity is usually the way to go when you want to get stuff done.
In postgraduate school. we were trained to question processes. To be contributors to the improvement of current processes. To analyze more and more research papers. To also write out own. To learn the tenets and concepts of clinical research, how are grants given to academia, how do clinical trials go, how long, how do you make sure that ALL rules of consent for clinical trial participants are given, how to make sure clinical trial participants are protected by giving them all the possible side effects of the protocol or medication a clinical investigator is investigating, that is FUNDED usually by tax dollars or donations or grants?
I remember writing a paper on the U.S. Health Care Industry based upon another research paper that documented the WASTE of tax dollars because of way too many regulations. The researchers have done their amazing work. When my then professor, asked her students to write a two page critique of it, I did, with a summary infographic. She emailed me and said, “Let’s publish!”. I was excited! then there were weeks of submission and touching base with other higher ups professors, who just SAT on it. Some had a meeting with me, dissuading me from publishing. Because it was too “controversial”. I was like, what’s controversial about the Truth? I didn’t know at first that it was THIS problematic, and when I studied the research paper, I simplified it in an infographic that was totally based off of the research paper, all facts, laid out in simple form. Like a cartoon. 🙂 Easy to digest.
This was before mandating all U.S. Health Records to get digitized. The Obamacare.
I, in my postgraduate mind, thought, that’s going to be another layer on top of the other layers of regulations that existed at that time. But of course people like me wanted to see how we can contribute. Our professors would give us assignments, research papers to read, critiques to write, software programs to write to take a stab at systematizing healthcare problems or issues to be “in compliance”. Some of our discussions were “recorded” for the “benefit of future scientists”. Right, whatever they said, I believed. I paid for my graduate and postgraduate studies, so I want to make it worth my money to learn as much as I could. And I think I did.
Highlights were having to learn how to write “by hand” the solution to medical statistical research problems, as if I was a software. The training was supposed to be for teaching people like me “informaticians”. You see, statistics is math. It’s an exact science. You use a formula, you have all your variables, and then you calculate. Like quickly. Because the environment would be involving people’s health. Example, “probabilities”. Your calculation would be part of the MDM (Medical Decision Making) as it affects the patient’s quality of life after using whatever intervention (medications, surgery, chemotherapy. etc.). One problem I had to solve in four hours, by hand, (no software, just my brain from what I’ve learned, and lots of pens and papers, no calculators). It’s a pass/fail type of test for the course. I didn’t quite see the “relevance” at that time as I was doing brain calisthenics to the max at that time. I passed the test, and I think I got a B+ on the course. Math wasn’t / isn’t really my best or least favorite subject. What I didn’t know was, that type of brain workout made it so easy for me the next go round, when I was recommended to attend a clinical research course in Biostatistics for Clinical Investigators. They had a qualifying exam to get in. I passed the test and got in. Yay! That was a branch of Medical School for Clinical Research. How did I pass the test? Because the statistical program that they used for the test, used the same formulas that I had to learn how to solve by myself, by hand, by brain, and lots of papers, and pens. I got trained to know how those same formulas and outcomes are systematized too, in a software, so that even without a statistical software, I can arrive at the same results.
I learned a whole lot in postgraduate school. Learned how to analyze and critique healthcare interface and its design. I wrote a software program that took me about 4 solid months to write that provided contents to a Help Menu of a Clinical Information System. Then I donated copyleft all the source codes. Because I thought they would forever be free. I also wrote a program that can convert DNA to RNA. I also wrote a program that would “scrape” patient record numbers or MRN – Medical Record Numbers off of xray plates that were scanned and digitized by other students. You know when you scan something, it becomes a jpeg file. So if the students scanned 20,000 xray pictures, one can expect file names of Scan 1.jpeg , Scan 2.jpeg, etc, The problem is how do you connect that image file to a specific patient and a specific patient visit?, and then make that part of a Patient’s Electronic Medical Records? So we were expected to write software for that, so when you add the image file, you get the result of a patient’s MRN, and then you change the file name from Scan1.jpeg to whatever the 9 digit MRN is. You know like really mind-bending stuff.
That was the time in my life that I actually experienced my brain ache – too much analytical thinking. Or maybe my brain was growing big muscles from all the brain calisthenics and workout. God knows. That is also when I realized that there is nothing on planet earth that one can not learn, if you just focus enough to learn it. And then apply it. Postgraduate studies mean NOTHING if we cannot apply it. If we are stunted, gagged from speaking our minds out and our postgraduate opinions on something so common sense.
So when i blogged for a couple of years, or when I would ramble on in this website, always taking “Take One” on almost all my posts or comments, finding my own voice, not caring about typos, formats, but just going with the writing flow. That’s when creativity is born, too. Fresh ideas. Memories of what I’ve learned, and how can I apply it in my own way.
I wrote a 40 page whistle blower report that got blown out of the hurricane wind of disconnect – they don’t practice what they preach. Away and stuffed in some group of officers and higher ups bulging carpets. I didn’t matter to those people. But now I no longer wonder about the story of a fellow colleague killing himself. He should have just written a whistle blower report, because even if these people choose to bury it, words, once written, have lives of their own. It “might” surface sometime, somewhere, down the road of them deceiving people.
But the truth? It’s incontrovertible. Malice may attack it, ignorance may deride it. But in the end, there it is. (I got that from some wise dude). It’s true! 🙂
So when people ask “why do bad things happen to good people?”
My answer is “Why not?”
Maybe it happened to them so that they themselves can analyze themselves:
“Am I really good or not?”
“Will I take revenge on this or not?”
“Is this the result of MY actions, without deep thought?”
“Will I turn this over to God or not?” (The True Justice is His, ya know!)
“Did God allow this to surface SO THAT I can see the true evil character of these people?”
Usually, it’s the last counter-question.
So what do we do?
Tell the truth anyway. Burying the evil done to us does not solve anything but just allows evil to fester in our hearts and to play with our minds. We all have a voice. In psychology, they call it “processing a problem or a trauma.”
Write it out, get it out.
So that when the evil in these people attack you again, in the future, via character assassination or actual assasination, you’ve already sprinkled your Truth everywhere.
They say “Success leaves clues”.
That also holds true for “Truth”.
I got doxxed, deindexed, almost killed in 2018 at a hospital, my phone camera spying on me on my old phone (yup, I saw my hacker’s head as he ducked away from the view of my camera, when I saw it as I was charging what was then my samsung android phone). My network getting hacked. Getting targeted is no joke. I have to write about it. I know it doesn’t happen to everybody, but it does happen to some. So the analytical me tried to figure out, “how did that snoop hack me?”
I figured it out too! I wrote a software for myself that extracted all my info on my phone. I got all my old text messages too. They say they keep it for 2 years, tops? Not true! I was able to extract it for more than five years worth of text messages! LOL! I was traveling overseas too, using different sim cards in whatever country I was in, ALL THOSE text messages, I was able to extract. It was my phone device. I knew it was a dangerous piece of software because if I was able to use it to hack myself. Whoever hacked me at that time? They stole my identity and my peace of mind and sense of security. God said “thou shall not steal.” So when I was able to extract all I needed to extract from my old phone to my new phone, I erased the source code to the program I wrote. WHY? Because my laptops get hacked a lot, so I no longer keep stuff on my laptop. 🙂 Nobody can hack my brain. LOL!
I don’t know what’s with the dumbing down of society, even the Interface Design of most apps. The app developers don’t tell you the kind and type of information they gather from you and from your device. That’s why I dumbed down my phone. Very minimal apps.
These days, my mobile phone is always on DND, why? I get pitched a lot by telemarketers who have no regard for people who have submitted their phone number to the Do Not Call Registry.
Then i just started testing to shut my phone off completely. I observed I slept better. No WIFI or 4G, 5G, or LTE signals. Kinda dirty electricity or waves always coming at us, disturbing REMs.
So to keep it handy for me (and others who ask for my thoughts on certain things … )
People have asked for help / clarification / other resources that can make them see the sides that are often suppressed, deleted, taken down, marginalized, etc etc.. because their INNER spirit can sense when something is just not right.
In court, you get to watch both sides, prosecution and defendant, and then there’s a judge, and there’s a jury.
ANY side can present the evidence they have.
So people whose very lives AND health and practice of their First Amendment right can make an informed decision.
Freedom of religion and speech.
In graduate school, we were trained to do Case Analyses – to critically, analyze all possible areas of consideration, different industries, different issues, how to scientifically write a research questionnaire for a survey and how to conduct it scientifically, all goes through the same unbiased, systematized, process of analyses. It keeps the subjectivity of the analyst out that way, as objectivity is usually the way to go when you want to get stuff done.
In postgraduate school. we were trained to question processes. To be contributors to the improvement of current processes. To analyze more and more research papers. To also write out own. To learn the tenets and concepts of clinical research, how are grants given to academia, how do clinical trials go, how long, how do you make sure that ALL rules of consent for clinical trial participants are given, how to make sure clinical trial participants are protected by giving them all the possible side effects of the protocol or medication a clinical investigator is investigating, that is FUNDED usually by tax dollars or donations or grants?
I remember writing a paper on the U.S. Health Care Industry based upon another research paper that documented the WASTE of tax dollars because of way too many regulations. The researchers have done their amazing work. When my then professor, asked her students to write a two page critique of it, I did, with a summary infographic. She emailed me and said, “Let’s publish!”. I was excited! then there were weeks of submission and touching base with other higher ups professors, who just SAT on it. Some had a meeting with me, dissuading me from publishing. Because it was too “controversial”. I was like, what’s controversial about the Truth? I didn’t know at first that it was THIS problematic, and when I studied the research paper, I simplified it in an infographic that was totally based off of the research paper, all facts, laid out in simple form. Like a cartoon. 🙂 Easy to digest.
This was before mandating all U.S. Health Records to get digitized. The Obamacare.
I, in my postgraduate mind, thought, that’s going to be another layer on top of the other layers of regulations that existed at that time. But of course people like me wanted to see how we can contribute. Our professors would give us assignments, research papers to read, critiques to write, software programs to write to take a stab at systematizing healthcare problems or issues to be “in compliance”. Some of our discussions were “recorded” for the “benefit of future scientists”. Right, whatever they said, I believed. I paid for my graduate and postgraduate studies, so I want to make it worth my money to learn as much as I could. And I think I did.
Highlights were having to learn how to write “by hand” the solution to medical statistical research problems, as if I was a software. The training was supposed to be for teaching people like me “informaticians”. You see, statistics is math. It’s an exact science. You use a formula, you have all your variables, and then you calculate. Like quickly. Because the environment would be involving people’s health. Example, “probabilities”. Your calculation would be part of the MDM (Medical Decision Making) as it affects the patient’s quality of life after using whatever intervention (medications, surgery, chemotherapy. etc.). One problem I had to solve in four hours, by hand, (no software, just my brain from what I’ve learned, and lots of pens and papers, no calculators). It’s a pass/fail type of test for the course. I didn’t quite see the “relevance” at that time as I was doing brain calisthenics to the max at that time. I passed the test, and I think I got a B+ on the course. Math wasn’t / isn’t really my best or least favorite subject. What I didn’t know was, that type of brain workout made it so easy for me the next go round, when I was recommended to attend a clinical research course in Biostatistics for Clinical Investigators. They had a qualifying exam to get in. I passed the test and got in. Yay! That was a branch of Medical School for Clinical Research. How did I pass the test? Because the statistical program that they used for the test, used the same formulas that I had to learn how to solve by myself, by hand, by brain, and lots of papers, and pens. I got trained to know how those same formulas and outcomes are systematized too, in a software, so that even without a statistical software, I can arrive at the same results.
I learned a whole lot in postgraduate school. Learned how to analyze and critique healthcare interface and its design. I wrote a software program that took me about 4 solid months to write that provided contents to a Help Menu of a Clinical Information System. Then I donated copyleft all the source codes. Because I thought they would forever be free. I also wrote a program that can convert DNA to RNA. I also wrote a program that would “scrape” patient record numbers or MRN – Medical Record Numbers off of xray plates that were scanned and digitized by other students. You know when you scan something, it becomes a jpeg file. So if the students scanned 20,000 xray pictures, one can expect file names of Scan 1.jpeg , Scan 2.jpeg, etc, The problem is how do you connect that image file to a specific patient and a specific patient visit?, and then make that part of a Patient’s Electronic Medical Records? So we were expected to write software for that, so when you add the image file, you get the result of a patient’s MRN, and then you change the file name from Scan1.jpeg to whatever the 9 digit MRN is. You know like really mind-bending stuff.
That was the time in my life that I actually experienced my brain ache – too much analytical thinking. Or maybe my brain was growing big muscles from all the brain calisthenics and workout. God knows. That is also when I realized that there is nothing on planet earth that one can not learn, if you just focus enough to learn it. And then apply it. Postgraduate studies mean NOTHING if we cannot apply it. If we are stunted, gagged from speaking our minds out and our postgraduate opinions on something so common sense.
So when i blogged for a couple of years, or when I would ramble on in this website, always taking “Take One” on almost all my posts or comments, finding my own voice, not caring about typos, formats, but just going with the writing flow. That’s when creativity is born, too. Fresh ideas. Memories of what I’ve learned, and how can I apply it in my own way.
I wrote a 40 page whistle blower report that got blown out of the hurricane wind of disconnect – they don’t practice what they preach. Away and stuffed in some group of officers and higher ups bulging carpets. I didn’t matter to those people. But now I no longer wonder about the story of a fellow colleague killing himself. He should have just written a whistle blower report, because even if these people choose to bury it, words, once written, have lives of their own. It “might” surface sometime, somewhere, down the road of them deceiving people.
But the truth? It’s incontrovertible. Malice may attack it, ignorance may deride it. But in the end, there it is. (I got that from some wise dude). It’s true! 🙂
So when people ask “why do bad things happen to good people?”
My answer is “Why not?”
Maybe it happened to them so that they themselves can analyze themselves:
“Am I really good or not?”
“Will I take revenge on this or not?”
“Is this the result of MY actions, without deep thought?”
“Will I turn this over to God or not?” (The True Justice is His, ya know!)
“Did God allow this to surface SO THAT I can see the true evil character of these people?”
Usually, it’s the last counter-question.
So what do we do?
Tell the truth anyway. Burying the evil done to us does not solve anything but just allows evil to fester in our hearts and to play with our minds. We all have a voice. In psychology, they call it “processing a problem or a trauma.”
Write it out, get it out.
So that when the evil in these people attack you again, in the future, via character assassination or actual assasination, you’ve already sprinkled your Truth everywhere.
They say “Success leaves clues”.
That also holds true for “Truth”.
I got doxxed, deindexed, almost killed in 2018 at a hospital, my phone camera spying on me on my old phone (yup, I saw my hacker’s head as he ducked away from the view of my camera, when I saw it as I was charging what was then my samsung android phone). My network getting hacked. Getting targeted is no joke. I have to write about it. I know it doesn’t happen to everybody, but it does happen to some. So the analytical me tried to figure out, “how did that snoop hack me?”
I figured it out too! I wrote a software for myself that extracted all my info on my phone. I got all my old text messages too. They say they keep it for 2 years, tops? Not true! I was able to extract it for more than five years worth of text messages! LOL! I was traveling overseas too, using different sim cards in whatever country I was in, ALL THOSE text messages, I was able to extract. It was my phone device. I knew it was a dangerous piece of software because if I was able to use it to hack myself. Whoever hacked me at that time? They stole my identity and my peace of mind and sense of security. God said “thou shall not steal.” So when I was able to extract all I needed to extract from my old phone to my new phone, I erased the source code to the program I wrote. WHY? Because my laptops get hacked a lot, so I no longer keep stuff on my laptop. 🙂 Nobody can hack my brain. LOL!
I don’t know what’s with the dumbing down of society, even the Interface Design of most apps. The app developers don’t tell you the kind and type of information they gather from you and from your device. That’s why I dumbed down my phone. Very minimal apps.
These days, my mobile phone is always on DND, why? I get pitched a lot by telemarketers who have no regard for people who have submitted their phone number to the Do Not Call Registry.
Then i just started testing to shut my phone off completely. I observed I slept better. No WIFI or 4G, 5G, or LTE signals. Kinda dirty electricity or waves always coming at us, disturbing REMs.
So to keep it handy for me (and others who ask for my thoughts on certain things … )
https://www.shallhelp.com/the-twelve/
https://www.shallhelp.com/exemption/
So I will move on along and wash my brain while working on where I left off at:
https://www.christianlifegroups.com/take-up-your-cross-and-follow-jesus-matthew-1624-28-kjv/