Proverbs
Ecclesiastes
Song of Solomon
Isaiah – up to Chapter 45
(I noticed the blog posts here on “Sessions” … looking like a diary 🙂 )
And since I am at it…. I’ve been having dreams about my Papa and my oldest brother. They were both so very nice to me in those dreams. I guess that was why it’s called a “dream”.
I felt better though, after waking up. Primarily because it meant I had an REM deep type of sleep that even allowed my deepest hopes and wishes to sink into my subconscious mind enough to manifest itself that allowed me to even have a “dream” and then be able to remember it.
I thank God that I’ve learned enough about what happens to a human being, not just psychologically, or spiritually, when they grieve, but also what happens to humans, “physically”, when they grieve.
And in a human being’s life, there WILL be, not one, but several times, that we would be grieving. The loss of the man I married, the loss of a dearest Grandmother who shared way too many secrets and her feelings and insights on life with me, the loss of a dearest Aunt doctor who saved me and my baby, and literally nursed us back to life. The loss of my Christian best friend Dymples, (of more than 25 years) and True Older Sister in Christ. Then recently, the loss of my Mom Dolly, she wasn’t my earthly Mom, but she wanted me to call her “Mom”, “Mommy” when I gave birth to her first grandson. She was a mother figure to me for the past 27 years. Ironically, my earthly Mama’s treatment of me improved after I started calling Mom Dolly, Mom Dolly, 27 years ago. Mom Dolly showed me unconditional love, that could only come from a true mother, OR a true Christian. Mom Dolly WAS a true Christian. And I grieve her death more than anything else because she KNEW me, she NOTICED me, and she LOVED me. And for someone who never felt that “genuine type” of love from my blood relatives, you bet, that’s a SUPER big deal to me. And I can’t type about her without crying and so I am going to stop here. For now.
And move on to CLG and do the rest of the OT.
ADMINS, do not click any PLUGIN Updates, make sure the “auto updates” in your portals are DISABLED. It will overwrite a whole lot of customizations.
Finished today at CLG Forum:
Isaiah Chapter 46 to 66
Jeremiah
Lamentations
Ezekiel
For timestamping. Finished yesterday at CLG:
Proverbs
Ecclesiastes
Song of Solomon
Isaiah – up to Chapter 45
(I noticed the blog posts here on “Sessions” … looking like a diary 🙂 )
And since I am at it…. I’ve been having dreams about my Papa and my oldest brother. They were both so very nice to me in those dreams. I guess that was why it’s called a “dream”.
I felt better though, after waking up. Primarily because it meant I had an REM deep type of sleep that even allowed my deepest hopes and wishes to sink into my subconscious mind enough to manifest itself that allowed me to even have a “dream” and then be able to remember it.
I thank God that I’ve learned enough about what happens to a human being, not just psychologically, or spiritually, when they grieve, but also what happens to humans, “physically”, when they grieve.
And in a human being’s life, there WILL be, not one, but several times, that we would be grieving. The loss of the man I married, the loss of a dearest Grandmother who shared way too many secrets and her feelings and insights on life with me, the loss of a dearest Aunt doctor who saved me and my baby, and literally nursed us back to life. The loss of my Christian best friend Dymples, (of more than 25 years) and True Older Sister in Christ. Then recently, the loss of my Mom Dolly, she wasn’t my earthly Mom, but she wanted me to call her “Mom”, “Mommy” when I gave birth to her first grandson. She was a mother figure to me for the past 27 years. Ironically, my earthly Mama’s treatment of me improved after I started calling Mom Dolly, Mom Dolly, 27 years ago. Mom Dolly showed me unconditional love, that could only come from a true mother, OR a true Christian. Mom Dolly WAS a true Christian. And I grieve her death more than anything else because she KNEW me, she NOTICED me, and she LOVED me. And for someone who never felt that “genuine type” of love from my blood relatives, you bet, that’s a SUPER big deal to me. And I can’t type about her without crying and so I am going to stop here. For now.
And move on to CLG and do the rest of the OT.
ADMINS, do not click any PLUGIN Updates, make sure the “auto updates” in your portals are DISABLED. It will overwrite a whole lot of customizations.
Finished today at CLG Forum:
Isaiah Chapter 46 to 66
Jeremiah
Lamentations
Ezekiel
And finished at CLG Forum:
Daniel.